Wednesday, 25 September 2019

Gogo Nkala Newsletter No 11




AMASU AMQOKA EMBONGI EZISACATHULA LESEZIZENZELE IGAMA


Dr Eventhough Ndlovu

Ngivumeleni ngivule inkundla ngokwethula amasu amqoka akuqala okumele sizidle ngawo lapho sijulisa umcabango wethu simisa ukuthi sizinikele ukuthi silobe inkondlo.

1.  Okokuqala njalo okumqoka yikuthi njengembongi, kumele uzibuze imibuzo     ebalisa ethi: 

a)     Ngibhalela bani?
b)     Ngijongeni?
c)     Kuyini okungivuse usinga logqozi lokuloba?
d) Zibuze njalo ukuthi zizakuthini ingcitshi ezizahluza njalo zicubungule  inkondlo zakho.

       2. Kumele wazi njalo okukhangelelwe zingcitshi ezizacubungula inkondlo zakho, ukuze zibe ngezifaneleyo. Ngizagxila kabanzi kudaba lokuthi                                 kuyiniokukhangelelwe  ngabacubunguli lapho becubungula inkondlo.              
Ngisenza lokhu, kumqoka ukuthi ngiqinise udaba lokuthi njengembongi, kumele ulimukeukuthi:    

a)     Awubhaleli ukulibazisa lokukholisisa nje kuphela, kodwa.
b) Kunengi okwetheswa njengomthwalo emahlombe akho ngumphakathi   owubhalelayo. Uyafana xathu lembongi yezolo ebithatha ingxenye          enkulusibili, ikakhulu sikhangelane lokubusa lokuhlalisana, ukulibazisa lokuthokozisa kanye lokufundisa indlela yokusebenzisa ulimi lokugabaza ngalo.
c)     Ungumlobi owethula umbiko owakhayo njalo ugoqa uzulu lababusi.

Izingcitshi ezicubungula izinkondlo ziqinisa ukuthi umsebenzi lo ube lendima enkulu empilweni zabantu njengoba zibukeza impilo njalo zijongeukuqondisa     lokufunzelela impilo. Ingcwethi lezi ngezibalisa: uBekithemba Sodindwa Ncube          kugwalo, Ukuhlaziya Lokucubungula Izinkondlo; uTrevor Cope kugwalo oluthi Izibongi Zulu Praise Poetry; loSibusiso Nyembesi kugwalo lwakhe Izibongi Zamakhosi.
Izingcitshi lezi zikubeka sobala ukuthi umqondo wokubhala ngenjongo yokuzibhalela nje awulandawo kwele-Africa. Ingcwethi lezi zithi imbongi ikhangelelwe ukuthi ithathe indima enkulu emphakathini njengalokhu obekusenziwa zimbongi zezolo kusadliwa ngoludala, abamhlophe bengakangeni kuleli. Izingcitshi lezi zikubeka sobala ukuthi imbongi kumele ibe ngumlomo, lilihlo lendlebe zikazulu. Ziqinisa ukuthi imbongi iyafundisa, yaluleke, ixwayise, ilimukise, ikhuze, ilaye, ikhalimele, income, ikhuthaze, iduduze, igoqe njalo ifundise. Ngalokho-ke, nginxusa ukuthi kesiziphe isikhathi kule iviki sifunde lezi zingwalo sizwe ukuthi mlandu bani esilayo njengembongi.
Kusigaba esilandelayo, ngizakwehlukanisa umgogodla lamathambo, ngihlube indlubu ekhasini ngalolu udaba. Asehlukane udobha lezi ingwalo nxa kuvuma uzibalela, lokhu elokuzwa lingasuthisi.

Umlobi nguDr Eventhough Ndlovu ongumbalisi lomkhulu weDepartment of African Languages and Literature e-University yeZimbabwe


GIYA MBONGI KAMTHWAKAZI!


Mthwakaz’ omuhle, nansi isigcawu sokugiya ngobuciko bakho. Vukubula ugqozi obelulele lununkule, lutshakale, lutshitshimbe yeka! Asiphutshe isitshikitsha sezwi lakho, zitshaywe izikeyi zokubabaza, idutshulwe ingquzu yokugabaza ngolimi, sibukele sincinde.
Giya ngemibono, lemizwa lemicabango yakho. Ingabe uyamemeza, kumbe uyaklabalala, kumbe uyalila, mhlawumbe uyabihla, caca uzwakale. Kunga uyamomotheka, kumbe uqhakala uhleko, kumbe uyaqumbaqumba, mhlawumbe uyalaya, loba uyakhalima, loba ukhonona nje, khonya kuzwakale. Loba unyenyeza, zwakala sizwe!
Yekela banathe kuwe bakholwe. Khuthaza bafukuthe okuhlabusayo. Yekela bagqule elomnkantsho bakholise. Vuma bakleze, bakhukhuze bakhoth’ indebe. Sibukula babone, bafunde njalo bathinteke.
Gogosa ugwabe ngolimi lwakho oluligugu likaMthwakazi!


AMANYE NJALO AMASU EKULOBENI INOVELI



Tshengisa Ungalandisi

Kanenginengi, nxa uloba inoveli, uzwa izingcitshio ekulobeni zigcizelela lokhu ukuthi, Tshengisa ungalandisi. Sekungathi ukulandisa yindlela engahlabusiyo, indinabadli, elalisayo. Abalobi abenza ugwalo ungalubeki phansi ngabatshengisa okwenzakalayo ngokugabaza ngolimi, besebenzisa amabala adala imifanekiso engqondweni, aphakamise imizwa, ngoba elezidutshulo zokwenza. Nanzi izibonelo:

1.  Tshengisa: Wathi hluthu isikhwama, nyawo ngibeletha, uMama wasala          esiqhinqa isililo ethwele imikhono ekhanda. 
Landisa: Wahluthuna isikhwama wabaleka uMama wasala ekhala.

2.Tshengisa: Wagigitheka wathi ga ngesiphundu kwaze kwabonakala lesilakalaka silakazela.
Landisa: Wahleka waze walala phansi.

3. Tshengisa: Kathintwa lo, kuphazima umbane wezulu utshaye utshabalalise.
Landisa: Kaqalwa lo uyingozi.

             4. Tshengisa:  Uvalo lumdukluza isifuba alumuphi ithuba lokuphefumula.
Landisa: Uyesaba.

Ake uzame-ke lawe uhlole imitsho yakho ethile, utshengisa ozabala lokho okutshoyo, ungalandisi nje.


UMUSA WANSUKU ZONKE

 


UNkulunkulu UMoya ONgcwele

Bakithi, mina ngangike ngesabe njalo nginyukubale ngisizwa uMzalwane ekhuluma ngoMoya ONgcwele engathi yinto. Mayeee! UMoya ONgcwele ngumuntu booo! UMoya ONgcwele nguNkulunkulu! Ngomunye wengxenye kaNkulunkulu: oMunye bathathu; uNkulunkulu uBaba, uNkulunkulu iNdodana enguJesu, loNkulunkulu uMoya ONgcwele. Wayekhona ekuqaleni, ukhona lamhla, uzakubakhona kuze kube nininini! Sivamile njalo ukuthi sithi unguMoya kaNkulunkulu, uMoya kaBaba. Uyabizwa njalo ngokuthi nguMoya weqiniso.
UNkulunkulu edala umhlaba kuGenesise isahluko sokuqala, ivesi lesibili, sizwa kuthiwa, “Umhlaba wawungelalutho; kwakukhona umnyama phezu kwamanzi, kodwa uMoya kaNkulunkulu wayehambahamba phezu kwamanzi.” 
Besekusithi ekubhaphathizweni kweNkosi uJesu eJorodani, sitshelwa lokhu ukuba: “UJesu esebhaphathiziwe wakhuphuka masinyane emanzini; izulu lavuleka, wabona uMoya kaNkulunkulu esehla kungathi lijuba, esiza phezu kwakhe” kuMathewu 3:16. UNkulunkulu uBaba wakhuluma encoma iNdodana yakhe ethandekayo, loMoya ONgcwele siyambona kungathi lijuba.
INkosi uJesu siyamuzwa kuJohane 14:16 ethembisa abafundi bakhe ebavalelisa ukuthi kabatshiyi bodwa. Uthi, “Ngizakucela uBaba aliphe omunye uMsizi ukuba ahlale lani kokuphela.”
Besesimbona kakhulukazi uMoya ONgcwele kuMisebenzi YabaPhostoli kusukela efika ngosuku lwePhentekhosti lapho abafundi bakaJesu ababelinde khona. Ngalolosuku siyatshelwa ukuthi kwezwakala umdumo ovela ezulwini onjengokuvunguza komoya olamandla; wagcwalisa indlu yonke ababehlezi kuyo abafundi. Kwasekubonakala inlimi zingathi ngezomlilo zehla zahlala phezu kwalowo lalowo wabo. Kuthiwa, “Basebegcwala uMoya ONgcwele, baqala ukukhuluma ngezinye indimi njengalokhu uMoya wabanika ukuphumisela” kuMisebenzi 2:1-4.
Kusukela lapho, abalandeli bakaNkulunkulu babengabantu abagcwele ukukholwa loMoya ONgcwele. USawuli eqeda kuhlangana loJesu esephendukile waba ngumuntu osegcwaliswe ngoMoya ONgcwele, kuMisebenzi 9:17. Siyezwake kanenginengi ukuthi abantu babetshunyayezwa, baphenduke, babhaphathizwe ngoMoya ONgcwele. UMphostoli Omkhulu uPhawuli kanengi wayebeka izandla zakhe phezu kwabaphendukileyo babhaphathizwa, uMoya ONgcwele abasesehlela kubo, njengakuMisebenzi 19:6.
Lalamhla uMoya ONgcwele ukhona. Uyasebenza ebantwini bakhe. Ubapha Amandla amangalisayo okwenza okungajwayelekanga. UMoya ONgcwele ukhona kithi sonke esamukela uJesu njengeNkosi loMsindisi wethu. Samthenjiswa phela yiyo iNkosi uJesu. Ulathi ngezikhathi zonke. Uyasilaya, asifundise okuthandwa nguNkulunkulu. Uyasixwayisa lapho silahleka. Nguye osipha ukuqedisisa ngokwakomoya. Uba nguMduduzi omkhulu ngezikhathi sidangele, silahlekelwe. Uyasihola asiqondise njalonje.
Mcele lawe, akuphe amandla lamasu owaswelayo. 

Asithandaze: Moya ONgcwele, woza usihlanzisise, usilungise, sikuthande, senze okufiswa nguNkulunkulu. Amen


Barbara Nkala

 
STORIES OF FAITH

Siphathisiwe Mavengere

Thy Will Be Done

I got married in 2000 and my husband’s biggest desire was to start a family of his own immediately after we got married. He was the only child born from his father and mother who separated when he was young. He later had step-siblings but never got to spend most of his life with them as he was raised by his maternal grandparents. His mother passed away when he was 16 years old, and his maternal grandparents who raised him passed on just after we got married. As a result of what he had gone through in life, he deeply longed to start a family of his own.
On the other hand, when I grew up as a teenager, I developed a medical condition that I was advised would threaten my ability to conceive later in life. Young ladies who suffered from that condition usually would struggle to conceive. My parents had taken me to several medical practitioners, but nothing had helped. I suffered a lot and remember a time in boarding school at Matopo High School when I was taken home in a critical condition, with bad abdominal pains. As I grew up, I had so much fear that I was not going to be able to have my own children as I would always hear this being echoed by the elders. However, I was also told that if I managed to conceive and give birth, that condition was going to disappear. I used to pray at a young age so that when I got married I would be able to conceive. My favourite Scripture was, “Trust in the Lord, with all your heart.”
My husband was made aware of the fact that my conceiving would most likely be a struggle and he was willing to do anything to help. There was a time when we visited our home town, Bulawayo, and we were advised by friends that there was a well-known specialist in town who had helped a friend who had a similar condition. We had so much hope that he would help us, so we visited his rooms with eager excitement.
“The doctor is away and will be back after two months,” said the Sister. The hot air balloon deflated in mid-air. We went back to Harare sad, but told ourselves that we would come back as soon as the doctor was back in town. Unbeknown to us, I had already conceived at that time and we were expecting a baby girl! What a surprise! What joy! God had done it! We didn’t need the doctor’s help. We were most likely going to give glory to the practitioner in Bulawayo. He is a God who defends his glory in mysterious ways. We were so excited and learnt to always put our trust in God and not in man. Our first daughter was born in 2002 through a caesarian section.
As years passed, we started praying and believing God for our second child. I struggled to conceive the second time, but we prayed and believed the God who had surprised us before would do it again. We anticipated the good news month after month, but nothing was forthcoming. I remember crying out to God to please remember us. It was in January 2008 when we attended a church conference in the city. We were late for the Saturday morning session. When we got to the Conference, the guest preacher was talking about ‘Barrenness’. I remember after the sermon, there was an altar call to pray for women who were either told that they were unable to conceive or were struggling to conceive. I remember feeling the manifest presence of God as the woman of God prayed for me. At that point, I knew something divine had happened in me.
I told my husband after the meeting that I knew without doubt that our prayer for a child had been answered. He wanted me to further explain what I felt and how I was so convinced, but I just strongly reaffirmed that God had done it. It was such a strong conviction in my spirit; I could not explain it in words. That was confirmed the very following month, in February, and we were so delighted and grateful to God for another miracle child. Our son was born that same year in October 2008 through another caesarian section, and we glorified God for the special gift.
One night while I was still in hospital, I had a peculiar dream. Two nurses came to me holding a baby girl wrapped in a towel and handed her over to me. I refused the baby and told them that she wasn’t mine, I already had mine. They went back with the baby girl but came back the second time with the baby. They said they were given an instruction to give the baby to me and I was supposed to take her. I then took the baby, confused. When I woke up, I was confused as to what the dream meant as I knew that God spoke a lot to me through dreams.  I knew it had a meaning.
Later in 2011, I conceived our third child, another baby boy. I was surprised because I thought that it was going to be that girl that God had showed me in the dream earlier in 2008. Our third son was born in October 2011, through another caesarian section. We were grateful to God that he had blessed us with 3 beautiful children. And we were done!
I had great plans to start focusing on the new manufacturing project that we had just started. I needed to be there as my husband was mostly working outside the country. I remember my prayer partner telling me one day that she dreamt I was pregnant again, and we laughed and declared that I was done with having children. I now wanted God to help me raise them and also manage my business.
When our third son was eleven months old, I started feeling sick. As the sickness persisted, I decided to visit our family doctor who diagnosed me with an infection and gave me antibiotics because my stomach was a bit swollen. I instantly reacted to the antibiotics and stopped using them. I then decided to visit another doctor who immediately asked to take a pregnancy test. Pregnancy was far from my mind.
“Congratulations Mrs. Mavengere! You have a baby coming!” said the Doctor. I almost passed out! Questions ran through my mind. I had had three caesarian sections, the last one eleven months ago. Was it possible to have a fourth Caesar and survive? That was death! My son was still breastfeeding.
“God, how can you do this to me! So soon? I didn’t ask for it! What will people say?” This was a nightmare! When the doctor saw tears in my eyes, she said, “My dear, children are a blessing from God! Some people are praying and believing God for children.” And, here l was crying. It was then that I remembered the dream that I had in 2008. The baby girl! She was another gift from God that I had to embrace. Although it was difficult coming into terms with the news, I asked God to help me through that pregnancy. My husband was very supportive until I gave birth to the baby girl, Natalie, in January 2013 through a successful fourth caesarian section. What a bundle of joy! What a blessing she is! I learnt to say, “God, let your will be done on earth as it is in heaven!” 

Siphathisiwe Mavengere is married to David, and they have four beautiful children. She is a businesswoman who is currently pursuing a degree course in Business Law.



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Ngithemba ubusisekile lamhlanje wena othandekayo. Mina ngihlezi ngibhukutsha phakathi kwayo imikhizi yezibusiso. Siyabonga balobi abahle. Ungalubeki phansi usiba mlobi oyinqaba. Ucanda ikusasa elihle. Khumbula njalo, esalela muvu ithiwa xhaka yizinja.
 Asihlanganeni njalo kuviki elizayo.

Ngiyalithanda, njalo ngiyabonga.

Gogo Nkala







Wednesday, 18 September 2019

Gogo Nkala Newsletter No 10





Lang’ elihle Mthwakaz’ omuhle! Kuhle ukuba ndawonye njalo kulel’ iviki. Ilanga liphuma lendaba litshone lendaba. Asazi wena uphila njani kuzo zonke lezizindaba esiphosa sigalule kuzo. Asingayekeli zisibuse, sehluleke lokuceba ingqubelephambili. Yithina okumele sizibuse, sizihlale idundulu, zigobele thina. Singabantwana beNkos’ ephilayo phela, howu! Asikhulumeni sisenza, singakhulumi ngezandla. Umsebenzi mkhulu. Asiyeni phambili ngokuloba!

Lokhu esiphitsheka ngakho akusize omunye anwaye ubuchopho, ahlose ukudala umphumela omkhulu, abophe ukhalo mfi, asebenze njengobunyonyo obungafuqwayo, obungathunywayo, obukhuthele ngemvelo.

UMdali usiphile impilo. Senzani ngayo?
Siphiwe imizuzwana engamatshumi ayisithupha kumzuzu,
Siphiwe imizuzu engamatshumi ayisithupha ehoreni,
Siphiwe amahora angamatshumi amabili lane elangeni;
Siphiwe izinsuku eziyisikhombisa evikini,
Siphiwe amaviki amane enyangeni,
Saphiwa inyanga ezilitshumi lambili emnyakeni.
Saphiwa iminyaka leyo eyaziwa ngoPhezukonke empilweni.
Wenzani ngomzuzu munye ngamunye?
Iviki ngeviki? Inyanga ngenyanga?
Phumula okwaneleyo, ulale okwaneleyo
Usebenze okwaneleyo okuletha umvuzo empilweni.
Sebenzela ukutshiya ilifa eliphilayo.
Bengiyingane izolo,
Lamhla ngikhulile bo
Ukuguga kuyanyenya, kuyasondela
Angingathi qaqabu sengitshiywe yisikhathi.
Ilanga liphuma liyekuthi ntwa kunina kusihlwa.
Munye ngamunye siphakathi kohambo,
Asikwazi lapho lophelela khona.
Kodwa alithi lisithi ntwa kunina elempilo
Sizibule ngalokhu uMdali asivumele ukukufeza.



GIYA MBONGI KAMTHWAKAZI





GUGA SITHEBE!

Guga sithebe!
Kade wacholela!
Kambe yimi lo?
Yimi esengisidla lempukane zithaphuza
Awasekho amandla okuziphunga njalonje
Lokungamatsiyane kucotsha emganwini wami
Ngidobha umqwayi ngikhuthe sokuphaphe kwayale
Imigakla layo ingizwani ifuna ukufukutha kowami?
Lezizidalwa sesidelela zibona umzwayibana.
Amathambo la aqaqamba emini lebusuku
Zinhlungu zodwa sengathi umzimba ububondwa
Emehlweni lapha kuyajuluka nguZambezi
Okumzukulwana kuthi, “Ukhalelani kanti Gogo?”
Emakhaleni kuyageleza ngingavimbananga;
Memeza mntwanyana ngizwe, sezithundubele lezi
Lamacimezo la asengibonisa amajankalajimu
Guga sithebe, kade wacholela!

Ukuguga kulamanyala
Angisenelisi ukuzenzela batayi
Ngigqoka ngihlanekele bagigitheke okhekhe
Inyama ngiyisutha nki ngomnuko wayo zwi!
Bayidlithiza bagqule bakhukhuze batshutshume;
Amabende awasavumi ukuxhanxatha.
Umganu utshitshilizelwa kimi nginikine ikhanda,
Imvuthuluka phansi yeka, bathi ngidl’ okwenkukhu.
Ngizijika lapha kodwa ngisukumele laphaya,
Amadolo abopha nko, imilenze ikhiyiwe;
Sengitabayila ndawonye ngithathe umnyaka
Ukuyafika endlini encane laphaya
Idamu lomthundo selidabuke lachitha;
Athethe abhuqukeze umalokazana
Phela sekugeleza isifula endlini;
Ngilabhele ngixolise ngicokise, kuyazenza.

Kodwa, konakaNtasika akunjalo bo!
Uthola abazukulu bethe bhabhe njengenyosi
Bathi kangibethele ekaMvundla loNteletsha
Ayibadini ethi ‘Masiphekane!’
Umoya wamiuchelesile lapha,
Inhliziyo yami ikhululekile.
Ngilala ngikhudumale kweziloboya
Ngiyaqazwa njalonje ukuthi ngizwa kahle na.
Nginatha itiye elamafidlonko wonke batayi
Ngigeziselwa ngintshintshe nsukuzonke sanwabu.
Engingakuthandiyo yikuthi ngibeleselwe
Kuthiwa ngiyebona odokotela bakanike umzimba
Kukanikwani izitho zonke nje sezivalelisa!
Koze kubenini ngibubula ngigomela
Angisoli lutho batayi, ngiluhambile uhambo.
Nyakenye bangenzele umdlalo omkhulu
Angithi ngibongile ngacokisa ngoba ngisaphila
Ngizibonele ngala uthando lwabo lonke oluyisibusiso
Akekho ozakuthi klifiklifi ngezengwenya mhla ngivalelisa;
Kuzakuba ngumkhosi wokungikhumbula ngokuhle sengilele.
Okuhle kuhle bo, kuyababazeka, kuyabongeka
Yikho ngisithi,
Guga sithebe, kade-ke wacholela!

Barbara Nkala, Sept. 2019


AMASU AMQOKA EKULOBENI

Kuviki elidlulileyo, besithembise ukuthi sizalilethela amasu amqoka ekulobeni izinkondlo. Ayeza. Linda, uqaphe! Ungadeli.
     Lamhla sibone kungcono ukuthi kesitshaye umphehlo ngeziqondiso zomncintiswano wokuloba inoveli. Bakhona asebengenise imisebenzi yabo. Kuhle lokho. Iqembu labahluleli abazabala bakhethe ingcitshi, bazawuqala umsebenzi wabo khona ngoZibandlela ka 2020.
     Okwamanje silifisela umphumela omuhle kakhulu lisaloba, lisalolonga. Zama lawe ubungcono bakho bonke!
     Nanzi iziqondiso njalo:



UMNCINTISWANO WOKULOBA INOVELI NGESINDEBELE

Mthwakazi omuhle, nanti ithuba lokuthi ulobe unonise isiphala solimi lwakho! Gagadlela lelithuba ubalelwe kulabo abaphehla ilifa lalamuhla lelakusasa.

1.  Loba inoveli ngesiNdebele esicacileyo

2. Inoveli yakho kumele ibe lamabala ayi 30,000 loba edlulayo.

3. Zikhethele injongo ephathelene lalokhu okwenzakalayo empilweni.

4. Inoveli yakho ayibe ngumsebenzi ongakaze ukhutshwe ogwalweni oludindisiweyo ngaphambili.

5. Kumele inoveli yakho ibe ngumsebenzi othayitshiweyo, ulethwe ulugwalo oluqoqekileyo, amakhasi ecindezelwe ahlanganiswa kuhle. Gcina ikopi yogwalo lwakho loba usuthumele eyomncintiswano kuMhleli. 

6. Kumele ikhasi linye ngalinye libe lenombolo, kusukela kusahluko sokuqala.

7. Kumele ikhasi lokuqala libe leBizo lakho, iKheli lakho, uCingo lwakho, lekheli le- Email nxa ulalo.

8. Ilanga lokucina lokungenisa inoveli yakho nguLweSibili, mhlaka 31 Janawari, 2020.

9. Abaphumelelayo bazakwaziswa mhlaka30 kuMabasa 2020. Kuzakuba loMvuzo wokuqala owe US $250; owesibili oweUS$150; lowesithathu owe US$50 kungwalo ezizakhethwa.

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Nxa ususuthisekile ngogwalo lwakho, luthumele loba ululethe kula amakheli:

KoBulawayo – KuMhleli, UMncintiswano Wokuloba INoveli, Radiant Publishing, C/o Telco, 114 George Silundika, Between 11 & 12 Avenue, BULAWAYO.

EHarare – KuMhleli, UMncintiswano Wokuloba INoveli, Radiant Publishing, C/o 21 Armadale Road, Vainona, HARARE.

Bana leqiniso ukuthi ugwalo lwakho lufikile kuMhleli ngokumthinta kunombolo ethi: +263 772231304. Yiyo njalo eye – WhatApp.



UMUSA WANSUKU ZONKE




Dlana Ilizwi LeNkosi Uphile


KuHubo 19:7 sibala lokhu: “Umlayo weNkosi uphelele, uvuselela umphefumulo; imilayo yeNkosi iqinisile, ihlakaniphisa oyisithutha…” IHubo 119:103 sibala lokhu: “Amnandi kangaka amazwi akho emlonyeni wami, amnandi kulenyosi.” Akukho ukudla komphefumulo okuphilisayo okwedlula ilizwi leNkosi lemilayo Yayo. Liyaphilisa iLizwi leNkosi. Liyawuvuselela liwuqinise umphefumulo.

     Kambe sowake wabona umlizane exotshana lengane, ephethe umganu wokudla, ayifunze, intantalaze idlala? Loba esekhathele, wala eyilandela eyifunza. Kumbe sewake wabona ingane ibanjwa ngamandla ukuthi inathe umuthi? Iyabe iklabalala, irahe, iwufuqela le umuthi? Kwesinye isikhathi iwuchithe. Kumbe njalo sowake wahawula uzama ukufunza ogulayo umncenga ukuthi adle, ukuze athole amandla. Omunye ogulayo olamandla uyathola elabhulela khatshana isandla esimfunzayo, etshengisa lebusweni ukuba kakufuni ukudla. 

    Omunye njalo uyabe evele engaselalo iphango ngenxa yobuhlungu emzimbeni. Ikanti omunye yena osebangwa lenhlabathu uyabe engasenelisi khona ukuvula umlomo, axakwe ukuze umphungo uthelwe emlonyeni ugeleze ungene, loba omunye ungabe ujuluka uphuma emlonyeni.

   UMama loba umlizane uyabe ehluphekelani ebamba umntwana ngamandla ukuthi anathe umuthi? Uyabe uhluphekelani mhlobo wami ufunza isigulane singasakufuni ukudla? Yebo kambe, kukho konke lokhu kuyabe kukhathalelwa impilo. Lowo ofunzwayo uyathandeka. Kulokukhathalela ukuba adle aphile, loba anathe umuthi asile.

 Indaba yokuba lempilo iqakathekile. Kodwa okwedlula lokho, yikuba lempilo engunaphakade. Ukhona emulini olahlekileyo, ophila esonweni. Kusamele abangulwe ameva esono ukuze aphile. Ukhona ezihlotsheni ongafuniyo ukuzwa ngoJesu ophilisayo? Ugxile emadlozini lezinyangeni njalo kuhlala kuphekwa amatshwala okuthethela angapheliyo, kodwa izinto azilungi. Ukhona kubomakhelwana ongamaziyo uNkulunkulu njengeNkosi loMsindisi. Uyanyaza ngokholo lobuKhristu, kafuni kuzwa ngeBhayibhili. Kodwa kalayo injabulo. Kalakho ukuthula emoyeni. Unjengomuntu ofuye ithumba elitshikizayo. Msize alikhame athole ukuphumula.

   Abantu baswela ilizwi leNkosi ukuba baphile. Baphe lona, baphile. Ngiyavuma ukuthi akulula ukubamba umuntu ngamandla entweni angayifuniyo. Kodwa uthando lololuyana olokuthi owethu ogulayo adle aphile, yilo njalo okumele lukukhuthaze ukuthi uphikelele uzama ukumtshela ngoJesu iNkosi ephilisayo. Omunye angakuhleka usulu akuyangise. Nxa umthanda, phikelela. Mfunze ngelizwi likaNkulunkulu. Uzakubonga kwelinye ilanga, ngoba ilizwi leNkosi liyaphilisa. Lipha impilo engunaphakade.

Asithandaze: Jesu, Wena uyiSinkwa sokuphila. Ngisiza ngazise wena zwi njengeNkosi loMsindisi wempilo yami. Ngisiza ngitshele abanye ngawe baphile labo. Amen.


Barbara Nkala



STORIES OF FAITH





SUCH IS HIS GRACE


Gladman Sibanda

I hail from a big family in Bulawayo. I am the sixth of eight children. Under the current economic environment, parents struggle to see all their children go through school with ease. When I approached mid secondary school, I was determined I would go through ‘O’ Levels no matter what. I believed what we had been taught in church, that He who began a good work in me will carry it on to completion (Philippians 1:6). I was determined to set new academic achievements.
As I approached my final year for ‘O’ Level examinations, life became tougher. It was difficult for the family to make ends meet. Sooner than later, I dreaded going to school as I would be met with the same words, “Gladman Sibanda, you have not paid your fees. You can’t attend classes till you have paid all that is owing.”
That was very disheartening. The thought of others progressing with their learning made my heart sink. But I did not give up. I moved from suburb to suburb knocking at the door of one relative after another, seeking financial assistance. It was all in vain. I spent so much time worrying about payment of school fees I did not study well. Through His amazing grace, fees were paid, and I sat for the exams. When results came, I had the shock of my life. I had failed dismally and only obtained three ‘O’ Level subjects; Ndebele, English and Geography.
“Lord, is this my fate? Is failure my destiny? I was hoping to do better and to set a new academic record. I believe abject poverty is not my portion Lord! You promised that when we delight in you, you will give us the desires of our hearts.”
After collecting my result slip, I was presented with a lot of options by close friends, relatives and even some of my former teachers.
“You should go for a building course at that vocational college in old Pumula .”
“Let’s go for gold panning Gladman. They say we can make good money there.”
“Try prison services Gladman. The only qualification you need there is a 10 km run.”
I went through spiritual strife and refused the fate and limitations the devil wanted to condemn the Sibanda family to. I was not going to listen to him whisper that I was a failure.
            “I am not a failure! I refuse to be one. I shall go back to Sizane High School. With your help Lord, I shall rewrite my ‘O’ Levels.”
So it was that the following Monday I donned my old khaki shorts and went straight to the Deputy Head’s office. As if she had been waiting for me, she said, 
“Welcome back my son!” It felt good to receive such welcome. “Which class do you want to go to?”
“I’d like to attend my previous classes Ma’am. I wish to take the same subjects. Thank you, Ma’am!”
This became the most trying time in my entire academic career. News of me repeating ‘O’ Levels spread quickly around the school. By breaktime students flocked to my classroom to confirm if news of my return was true. Some students passed by the classroom windows peering through and poking fun at me. All that strengthened my resolve.
At that time Nkulumane BICC, my church, was fellowshipping under the theme, ‘Pressing on towards the mark’ from Philippians 3:14. This would prove to be ‘my’ personal theme as it encouraged me to focus more on the prize than the critics around me. I was often haunted by the challenges of lacking confidence, self-condemnation, and fear of the unknown. Only that this time around, I knew and believed that the Lord was with me. King David in Psalms 138:8 says, “The Lord shall perfect all which concerns me.” All to me meant ALL, including the little details of my life.
Eventually, I passed my ‘O’ Levels and got admission for Advanced level at Sizane. Some teachers were not confident I would pull through. This became the turning point of my life. I had broken a barrier in the family history according to the promises of Philippians 1:6. I had a bunch of friends around me who encouraged and supported me through the erratic path to academic glory.

One Sunday morning during the early morning prayers, the intercessor called all elderly people present to pull one youth and pray for him/her. This was a divine arrangement. I was quickly pulled out by Mrs Thobekile Ncube, the then Pastor’s wife and she declared blessings and victory upon my life. She encouraged me to pray. As I drew closer to Christ, the burden of life lightened and victory became certain by day.
I went on to pass my Advanced Levels with flying colours scoring a total of 18 points of a possible 20, and this was a school record at the time. I proceeded to the University of Zimbabwe where I graduated with a first-class degree in Tourism and Hospitality Management (Honours) in 2017; coming out as the best overall student. I also had the privilege of studying a short-term course in Beijing China as part of a scholarship program for Tourism students.  The Lord has gone on to qualify me where I would have naturally been unqualified, and such is His Grace.


Gladman Sibanda married Lydia Mavunganidze in 2018 and they have a lovely baby boy, Simdumiseni. Mr Sibanda is a Regional Training Officer at Simbisa Brands (Private) Limited in Harare. 


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Kwanele okwalamhla. INkosi isigcina asidibane njalo kuviki elizayo sibone ukuthi abalobi  abahle basiphatheleni. Halala ngomlobi omuhle kaMthwakazi! Simelele eyakho inkondlo, loba indaba. Esalela muva ixhakalwa yizinja! Musa ukulala! Vus’inkophe!

     Ngiyalithanda, njalo ngiyabonga!

     Gogo Nkala